Chibipanduh

Won't be online a whole lot.
Toodle-oo

I have no idea what to call this journal.
And again I'm close to deleting this thing (has DA even put that option on to delete your account yet?), In fact I'm disliking pretty much all of my online profiles at the moment.


I even dislike up loading things to this website now.
Nothing against the website, but eh.
I'm just hating the internet in general.
I've always disliked or been apprehensive of showing my drawings to people, because they have always been the only things that are completely mine, they are precious to me.
Which is why I never sell any of them and very seldom give -any- away.
I may not be mind blowing with drawing skills - but I don't care, it's what I like to do.
It's the only way I've ever been able to express things, I'm horrible at writing, and never say what I'm thinking - So I draw instead.
I have terrible communication skills As this journal will probably show.
I don't particularly give a shit about my pictures, or the digital work, they mean pretty much nill to me
And let's be honest here, Generally all that gets looked at on this thing are my pictures.
the fact that they are what people favourite the most, and have the most 'veiws' it's blatantly obvious.
I don't consider myself an 'artist'.
Or my drawings artwork.
I just... Like to draw.
Everyone needs a title these days, sheesh.
I'm an actress.
I'm a model.
I'm an artist.
I'm a photographer. etc.

...it's the same with everything.
A fucking popularity contest.

Like with DA, it's 'page views' (from what i've gathered)
Myspace it's the amount of friends you have.
Youtube how man plays your video's get.
and some other stupid rating systmes on other gay websites.

I don't even know where I'm going with this.
none of this is even important.

erghfg

If someone were to steal my drawings, I would go completely ape shit.
So I figure it's a smart idea not to put them on the internet. (Duh?)
I don't care if no one else sees my drawings.
i don't want to make a career out of it - thus they need no exposure.

BLEH.

Can't be bothered dribbling on any more.
Too tired.
I just feel like deleting everything.
*dance dance*

tripperhippy.deviantart.com/
Go nuts.

I've for once, decided to become semi-active with this thing.
SO!
I'll only do this - if it's actually wanted.
As i was saying before, I have a billion pictures lazing around.
So, i figure, I may as well make a stock account with them?
That way, ya'll can fiddle with my pictures and do something interesting with them.


If you think this would be a super idea, raise your hand.

Alright, i have a bunch of pictures just sitting here.
I figure that's pointless, So i may as well do something with them.
Thus the flood of images.



Yep